And after I got over the initial stage of shock and shame and slight pissing off, it got me thinking..
When do I know that I'm settling for less and just getting by, when do I know that i am becoming complacent?
And when do I know that I had already given my all and then some more, when do I know that I am at my capacity?
And when do I know that I'm either or neither one of those two but to just be okay with it and learn to let it go, when do I know to just be content?
Lately, I'm feeling that familiar fear of failing and falling short and disappointing.
But all goods come with bads, right?
Sigh. Life sucks lemons.