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Monday, March 19, 2012

rollercoaster

I know someone whose relationship with me is sort of, kind of like a rollercoaster.

I hold on and struggle through the slow parts and the difficult climb, just waiting for the fall.
Waiting for that exhilarating moment when I can just let go; scream, shout and just be myself.

And it's crazy.

Whenever the ride comes to an end, I just keep climbing back on, again and again and again.

No matter how tired or sick I am.

Because that fall is too addictive.
Addictive enough for me to be willing to forget the upward slopes and the treacherous bends.

It kills me but at the same time,
i live for it .

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